Saturday, November 29, 2003
Friday, November 28, 2003
So he stands for a). a nation being symbolically targeted by driven people (for some reason) b). speaking complete bollocks, and c). someone promoting "freedom" that can't go anywhere without a travelling company of armed militia and without having to keep it a secret.
I also highly highly recommend "Foucault's Pendulum", more than "The Name of the Rose".
Thursday, November 27, 2003
It'd be good to get this publicised as much as possible, and try and drum up a real interest in it, to prove that this kind of thing can work. Just hope it's not touted with the emphasis on interactivity (e.g. the web/SMS), as it seems to me that the people that should be using this the most aren't the upper-tech class. Still, could be interesting...
Anyway, I'll make lunch and stay away from those evil corporates.
Wednesday, November 26, 2003
Points of order:
1. Go through in more detail, highlight areas of interest.
2. Why can't I see this anywhere else? No doubt it'll be on NTK this week.
Alas, the consultation period ended, ironically enough, on September 11th - coincidence? A couple of random points:
- Given the Police's excitement to use anti-terrorist powers against protestors, et al, you'll forgive me (again) if I don't particularly trust the powers that be behind this one too.
- Seems the telecommunications industry is also the government's bitch through this, probably after the RIPA got shouted down.
Damn damn damn.
Some other URLs:
The gov's UK Resilience homepage - and why aren't they using standard .gov.uk domains?
Continuity Central piece
Guardian article from back in June
- More top-down and/or middle-class bashing legislation
- Rhetoric regarding the fragilities of the "modern world" (one which we created, no less) and the solutions needed to survive it
- Where the Queen is going on holiday this year
- Some possibly-interesting stuff about communities
Pretty damned useless, really. Be interesting to see if anything comes out of that last point, but the emphasis seems to be on University fees, ID cards, asylum seekers and all the usual other stuff that I disagree with the government on...
On the other hand, we could well be seeing the evolution of capitalism, the pinnacle of sales techniques. Spam works extremely well, from the point of view touted by the "American Dream" - it's a low cost, high return method to generate private income - all the makings of an efficient capital earner, if you ask me. So if you want to sell a free market as true freedom (which, let's face it, is the real ideological battle going on round the world right now. None of this democracy piss.) then you need to accept that schemes such as spam are the natural tendency you should be aspiring to.
Of course, from the other point of view, spam's the epitome of the capitalist ideal of "me first, fuck you". Kind of funny and ironic that the powers that be, held in place by the big fat cats, are now struggling to control the tiny fish that seem to have discovered how to do things better than they ever dreamed of.
Tuesday, November 25, 2003
Dell to Stop Using Indian Call Center for Corporate Customers due to customers complaining "that the Indian technical-support representatives are difficult to communicate with because of thick accents and scripted responses."
So that language barrier is still there - the difference between someone who's learnt English over a couple of years, even, and someone who's spoken it all their life, nuances included. I suspect it's more of a "language culture" barrier, i.e. the particular nuances of a language, rather than any syntactic or grammatical differences.
So, despite call centre jobs generally being tedious and scripted anyway, having someone on the other end that you know knows what you're talking about when you insult them does really matter.
I'm not sure just how specific this is - technical support is quite a personal thing, really, in comparison to, say, banking and accounting, or other call jobs that are more or less automatic, and require less "individual troubleshooting". Certainly manufacturing jobs are safe overseas.
The other question is, in the long term, how long til the offshorers do pick up on all the nuances and/or culture? How about if you taken into account increased media proliferation to such countries, and the increased instillation of American pop culture?
"the country faces a relatively high level of crime, widening regional and income inequalities, high levels of traffic congestion and a legacy of under-achievement in skills and vocational qualifications, and has "a long way to catch up" on renewable energy and waste. On some measures, such as teenage pregnancy, the UK does so badly it is in a class of its own."
So am I a pessimist or a realist?
'Airport' machines test pupils for drugs
Some choice quotes...
"...the actions were not aimed at making arrests, but to "offer support" to pupils before they became addicted."
Obviously far better than bringing the issue out into the open and taking a reasoned, calm and responsible approach to the matter. Obviously bringing in machines to scan everything is the only way to do it.
"'If you go to school, why shouldn't you be expecting to be searched for drugs?'"
And if it's happening in schools, why not in workplaces? Public spaces? Toll points? Shouldn't the quot be more along the lines of "If you go to school, shouldn't you be expecting to be taught about these things, rather than being eyed with constant suspicion?"
"The use of the machines is part of an ongoing anti-drugs project called Operation Caddy, which has also used sniffer dogs to search school premises."
Why stop here? Why not advise parents to procure a "family sniffer dog", to search their children's bedrooms, just in case?
This education system is shot. Or needs to be shot. A "futuristic" approach that fails to face up to issues with any serious credibility, happy to place trust in curative measures and statistical reports, coupled with a "liberal" (read "liberated" or "paranoid") societal culture afraid to teach their children what's right and what's wrong (or even just what's sensible would do), that blames the people it's supposed to be actively encouraging. Take some damned responsibility upon yourself, once in a while.
Part I: Congress Expands FBI Spying Power
Part II: The Matrix has arrived.
All in the name of terrorism, natch.
Some other good links curtesy of Cryptogon again... Bill Gates is rich, in graph form and Giant Floating Purple Pills.
Monday, November 24, 2003
The idea of the campiagn is to encourage people to take an active interest in the getting the information from person to person - i.e. there needs to be a social aspect to this, rather than just newsgroups/websites/etc. A "culture of education", rather than simply a regime that expects the newbie to find stuff out for themself.
Anyway, I intend to add some documents and links over the next few weeks, and see if anyone picks it up... It's half an idea to play around with, and half a playing about with of iCan.
"Buying books would be a good thing if one could also buy the time to read them in: but as a rule the purchase of books is mistaken for the
appropriation of their contents."
Ah, how apt. Must stop buying books. But... can't... hnnng.
Sunday, November 23, 2003
Saturday, November 22, 2003
Friday, November 21, 2003
Thursday, November 20, 2003
"The JPEGs started out being from porn sites, then became related to whatever the speaker was talking about. For example, if someone mentioned the evening's keynote speaker, Don Norman, a bunch of sites and photos related to him would appear (about 10 seconds later). If someone mentioned snow on the roads (near Yosemite), weather maps would appear."
Just thought it was a cool example of distributed "swarm art". Or something.
This whole Foundation Hospital thing is really confusing me, probably because it epitomises the conflict I'm currently trying to work out, namely decentralisation or no.
As I understand it (which, I'll admit, isn't saying a lot) Foundation Hospitals would allow hospitals to split off from the NHS, to be allowed to run their own as NPOs. Naturally, this places less responsibility on the NHS/government to increase the service as a whole.
Implementation and NHS difficulties aside, I find the extremes of complete independence and completely centralised rule both equally foul. I think there is a paradigm I'm missing that captures both sides, but organises the structure in such a way that it is more efficient than either. It's like we're looking at the wrong targets, which means things are crap whichever way we go about it.
So I find it hard to decide between a liberal, decentralised (although the LibDems voted against it) view, and a controlling central view in this case. The NHS is a horrible, lacklustre, top-down organisation that needs a good kick. But gradually feeding parts of it off into the semi-private sector can't be that good either.
That's the other thing - is decentralisation a liberal or conservative ideology? On one hand, it encourages each node to act as it sees fit. On the other hand, it perhaps discourages interaction and tolerance.
I think a lot of it depends on the implementation. But confused, I am. I think I need to redefine the terms I'm using, nice and simple. Time to go through everything with a fine dictionary.
Of course, if anyone wants to explain it to me in nice simple words (it's been a long day...), please mail me or something. graham at exmosis.net.
The world's so complicated. I'm just going to become a farmer and grow potatos forever.
p.s. Trafalgar Square looks quite busy at the moment...
Wednesday, November 19, 2003
Ah well, it's still in Beta. Nice and fast, does the job.
One thing though. Seligman seems to concentrate on a very much desire-driven approach to happiness, e.g. exploiting our strengths - good advice, but (IMHO) somewhat contradictory to the teachings of both the Tao Te Ching, and Zarathustra, and I'm sure many others. Their teachings seem to revolve more around, to one extent or another, being content with what you have, and indeed taking pleasure in having less, depending on less. The difference seems to be that we should aim under ourselves in order to achieve more peace and happiness.
Tuesday, November 18, 2003
Argh i hates them i hates them i hatesss themmmm.
On the other hand yes, Bruce had 8 tracks on hid album. And Pink Floyd had 5 on some of theirs. But then, they also had massive double albums too, just as did the Beatles. It's not the number, it's quality. When will they GET IT INTO THEIR MONEY-CENTRIC HEADS??
Have asked for an RTF/HTML version, let's see how they handle it...
Of course, getting a readily-parsable doc sent straight to a bot-handled mail could really do things in terms of getting these things out on to the net. Be interested to see what I can do with it... (Although that 299 quid a year would have to be factored in somehow, I guess they don't like people giving away paid-for content... Pesky government creeps)
The question now is now what is considered effective, but that surely once something is cracked (if you believe 321) then it is no longer 'effective', therefore the crack is legal...?
I think 321 are chasing down the wrong tree here. Fighting the case on the DMCA's ground is foolish, especially when the "loophole" they are trying to exploit was originally probably (I remember the "what is effective" discussion from before...) deliberately vague.
But then, as I understand it, they really don't have a leg to stand on. Less so, in this country.
Monday, November 17, 2003
No it isn't! It's just violence! Nothing to do with terror!
I think we need a campaign to highlight the differences between terror and violent vandalism, get the ENglish language back into some kind of sanity.
Friday, November 14, 2003
Thursday, November 13, 2003
Part 1: Types of Nuclear Reactors
Note that the HWR is pretty multi-purpose, but I don't know yet as to why it might offer advantages over other, non-ambiguous tech. Apparently the Canadians use HWR, too. Also note that the HWR being built by Iran could use a metal fuel, which goes against what the BBC are saying. In fact, the BBC guide seems to be quite biased in terms of pointing out what can be achieved with various bits of kit, not what has been achieved elsewhere, say.
Second (sixth?) gripe of the day is an e-mail I got earlier, stating:
"Please forgive me for sending this as I am usually a
binner of "worthwhile" but unsolicited email circulars. I don't think I have ever forwarded one in the past but I felt, as a UK resident
and voter, that my government had misrepresented our national and world interests by attacking Iraq at the time and on the basis that we did. Consequently I draw your attention to the following letter which affords some small right of reply to the disenfranchised. The Our World Our Say campaign seeks to ensure that politicians are made accountable to us for their actions."
It then asks you to sign a petition. A petition?? Do these people realise just how much bureaucracy there probably was to get just the Hutton Inquiry? (Probably not, considering they don't even link to the site...)
These people want change, but they want to do it through petitions. Lists of names does nothing (ok, very little) apart from letting you know who can write their own name. If you want change, then you need people to be interested in all aspects of a nation's politics - just sitting up and shouting a bit when somebody else prods you is pointless (although I'm sure there are a few backbenchers like that...)
This is where a "communication revolution" helps - government has evolved over hundreds of years into a big mish-mash of information and process. Without technology, this monolithic structure would remain inaccessible to the public. What we are seeing now is a real move towards everyone being able to participate. It is far more important to realise this potential, than to get people to sign a bleedin' petition.
US disbelieves Iran report, so better read up on Iran before going to war, or the anti-war demonstrations. Always interesting to note who's for and against which side in the whole Palestine-Israel slanging match... Not really sure yet just how "opressed" the Iranians are - they seem to be realtively free, although still religionised, so be interesting to see how the US manages to make its case whilst lacking the "intolerable dictatorship" it's used to. Cruelty is one thing, religion is another. I suspect they'll go down the anti-terrorist route though.
Glad also to see that it's so easy to get my words on to the BBC site - allude to a point (whether you believe it or not, be forceful about something or other, and never add smileys. p.s. The views therein are not representative of mine, or anyone else's on that page.
Guardian reporting that power cuts are to blame for moving 50% of National Rail Enquiries jobs to India. "Brian Donohoe, the Labour MP for Cunninghame South, suggested to Mr Scoggins that workers in India could expect to earn around £2,800 a year, compared with £12,000 at call centres in his constituency."
This, the rise in off-shoring/automation, combined with a special article from a Guardian pull-out yesterday (that I can't find on-line) regarding how the UK's huge amount of debt is dangerous, plus the warning from the Bank of England Governor, oh, and not forgetting the increasing amount of nanny statism we seem to be seeing in the run up to the next election, all has made be somewhat.. not depressed, but scowled at the way things are going. In general. Still, perhaps we'll reach a point where people will be forced to think about how they live, rather than just depending on the government to spoonfeed them, and then whinging when it goes tits-up.
It also seems at the moment (with the appointment of Michael Howard) that politics is far more about reputation, image and polemic side-taking/opponent-bashing than about how best to actually run a country.
Politics for politics sake?
Wednesday, November 12, 2003
There's also a few Lord's Chamber meetings tomorrow concerning the RIP act, but I thought I read somewhere earlier that it was to do with stuff other than on-line data retention. However, the fact that I can't remember where I saw it is annoying me, and has led me to start considering ways to start logging all of the data I look at, e.g. my e-mails, web-pages, etc, in some big database. Hoom hoom.
"I know some people believe there is a sinister motive behind the cards, that they will be part of a Big Brother state. This is wrong." - David Blunkett
Perhaps true, but some of us others fear, unsurprisingly given the track record thus far, that the data will be similarly unsufficiently protected, so that rather than have an Orwellian state, we simply allow abuse of the data because it's been implemented hastily with a bent on efficiency (i.e. ease of access to the data) rather than security and privacy. At no point through all of this have I actually heard Mr Blunkett defend the rights of the individual. Now bear in mind that one of the points of having a single card is as a key to linking services to a central "user tracker" - that's a lot of information, and if handled improperly, then there's a big scope for abuse. There needs to be a lot of thought put into how this data is controlled, and what kind of access to it the data's owner has. I, for one, don't trust the government's ability nor intention to do this, especially if they're looking at implementing it in 3 years, and especially if the amount of consultation done with the public is along the lines of "ID cards - yes?". I need to read the Guardian, find Blunkett's paper (which, I bet, has no technical details), but I don't like the chances that all we're going to get is a big fudged system that leaks our information like a screaming cat.
OK, bad analogy.
Tuesday, November 11, 2003
Things About This That Make Me Rant A Lot:
1. The assumption that biometrics is an infallible system. No, it's theoretically secure, but potentially the implementation is flawed, as has been proven several times with biometric security systems. In many opinions, the technology is still too young to depend upon, and to put it into a nationwide card the sole purpose of which is to prove you are who you are, is ludicrous.
2. "Clandestine entry and working in this country, the misuse of free public services, the issues around organised crime and terrorism - all these issues will be the ones for years to come." How about the decline of and under-investment in the rest of the country? In many places, things are pretty dire, legally.
3. "they would become part of everyday life and as commonplace as credit cards or supermarket loyalty cards." I carry neither, because I choose not to - I don't like being in debt, and I don't like people tracking me without implicitly saying they're doing so, and giving me the ability to opt out.
4. Mine is one of the "5,000 [of 7,000] unfavourable responses [that] had been excluded." Hnnng. This is just infuriating.
5. I'm stil uneasy about a central server to hold card data on. Whilst it is difficult to propose an alternative path, the amount of time not spent on looking into this makes me wonder. There is nothing so far that doesn't make me believe that this central reservoir won't be expanded to accumulate more data. As a card holder, I want control over my information, releasing it to people when and only while they need it. It is unnecessary to allow people access to data other than when I specify. If it is for criminal investigation purposes, then there must be sufficient reason to pry, that is backed up by evidence and notification. Being able to look at people's data without asking just because the police think they might be a criminal is plain wrong and open to abuse.
Funnily enough, I started thinking about alternatives the other day...
Here's the original speech given, amusingly enough, to the National Endowment of Democracy. You'll forgive me if I don't go dancing along with Bush's words straight away; they are, after all, just words. Speechwriters hold a lot of power over the people that forget that past so quickly, conjurers of strings that pull so hard upon the illusionary desire our populations seem to dwell upon so readily these days.
So Boy George is giving a speech about democracy... to a democracy-advocation organisation? Is it just me, or do these speeches have a tendency to cater to the whims of whomever-the-audience-is? When talking to the military industrial sector, the talk is of lives given, big-chinned bravery and self sacrifice. If I were a gambler, I'd place money on the speeches given here in the UK concentrating on our small nation's participation, past, present and future, in the war against those that seek to quell freedom. We'll hear more of how democracy was born in this country (we're referenced in this last speech, you know), but probably nothing of how we took over Iraq all those years ago and then ballsed it all up (prior to ballsing our own country up). We'll hear stuff that makes us feel good, like we're being roused by an army commander in the latest greatest hollywood film. Only with British people in it. At least it'll be a change from the almost-customary stars-n-stripes ranting and heralding we've been experiencing up til now.
Maybe the topdogs in the US have woken up, and realised that they stand a much better chance of a sustainable american superiority if everyone decides that they like them, rather than trying to impose their own values on everyone whether they like it or no. Maye the Republicans will merge with the Democrats, or maybe they'll just steal the name, claiming that "they're all democrats, in the end". Maybe I'm paranoid. Suspicious. I think I have a right to be the latter, in the same way that my own government have yet to earn any trust on international affairs, after all of the hokey-cokey puppet regimes propped up by cultures looking primarily at extending their own influence into otherwise untenable areas.
The real problem with (some) dictators is their independence, their headstrongness and concrete resolution, and their damned ability to not-do-as-we-say. An oppressed, weak nation is a nation unable to buy our goods, or to see what we do and marvel at our own amazing superiority.
We want the world to be free, but only if everyone does as we say.
Monday, November 10, 2003
Meanwhile, the spoof site, iCan't mentioned in the article is a poor man's political satire that seems to group the entire effort in with the rest of the targets of the "hard-left"'s ire. " We're never going to discuss anything important to anybody" it states, backed up by the site's creator on the Wired article, who says: "They should have stuff for campaigning against George Bush coming to the U.K."
This 20-year-old seems to believe that all locally-formed organisational ongoings should stretch their tendrils into the .. larger issues of the world, the power of the people, or persons, to influence the behaviour of the world superpowers. Ah yes. A noble effort.
But with the country in such a state, isn't it just as important to place as much emphasis on our own dependence as on the topicals that already garner so much attention? Shouldn't we be looking to solve the problems in our streets before claiming we know how to run the rest of the world?
It's also amusing to see the site's incension to "Ban the BBC from charging license fees" - surely not; an activist encouraging privately-run, self-funded, capitalist media companies? The license fee seems to me to be quite fair - those of us with TVs get to use out financial influence to have a say as to what gets shown, in a nice civilised manner. Honestly, I swear these young people have no sense of irony...
Anyway, I hope to look at the iCan site in close details, and get involved, as it's definitely the kind of thing we should be seeing more of.
Hmm, why do people flock to the big cities now? Is it a job thing? A culture thing? A sheeple effect? It's almost paradoxical; the need for real participation in areas other than big cities is growing, and the potential for jobs, I think, is increasing. Not in a large company, large employment kind of way, but more in a localised, communital (I made that word up) fashion. Questions...
1. Can products produced locally, on a small scale, match those produced on a larger scale? For this, you will need to take into account at least the cost to the buyer, scalability costs, distribution costs, attraction to the buyer, and the available resources of the buyer. If an area is "poorer", then there is less demand for higher-range goods, and more chance of a local fledgeling company with low development costs surviving. Or is there?
2. How can one influence a change in attitudes towards life, rather than simply trying to get people to think about their career? i.e. How they live, rather than just what they do. Is it more important to get a big house in a big place that you'll hate?
3. Are we seeing a cultural void outside of large cities? Certainly, the atmosphere in many towns is turning towards "anarchy" in its pejorative sense, with mindless violence becoming a norm rather than an exception. Would a sense of oth pride and involvement help to foster the attitudes, the attraction and the employment of places-that-aren't-huge?
Saturday, November 08, 2003
Just read about Dyson profiting from off-shoring jobs to Malaysia, and started to slot everything else in with the future of a global workplace.
Dyson have kept on their engineers and scientists in Britain, but manufacturing jobs have moved overseas. This seems to be the current trend in general. So what can we expect next?
Firstly, we are now truly seeing an industrial revolution - the era we tradiitonally refer to as the IR was simply fear, an introduction. Now we have the second stage - cheap globalisation techniques that we can combine with a premise of relatively unskilled labour (brought about by more efficient production techniques) to extend the power of the revolution across borders. i.e., out of the realm of localised fear, and into the sphere of anonymous business - the factor of personal arrangements that was inherent in the manufacturing industry up til now has been discarded.
What does this mean? On a global scale, I still think that this is part of the argument for capitalism - standard labour for a cheaper cost (the article compares the high wage rates in Swindon, for instance) means that the product becomes cheaper, companies remain competitive, etc. Thus, anyone that realises that we live in an on-the-whole capitalist system must accept that this progress is surely inevitable.
For those that, until now have come to think of it as a way of life, an infrastructure that defines the way that they live and be, there are many changes coming. Firstly, we are seeing the beginning of a new split in the market - between skilled an unskilled labour. We are now in a transitional phase, where the majority of jobs going overseas are for the un-or-barely-trained. This sets up a gulf back in the areas that previously controlled the unskilled market. I am under the impression that this gulf is going to become far more important than any "information gap", rather this "employability deficit" will serve to polarise the gap between rich and poor within developed countries. Those with the skills get the jobs and the money, while those without must increasingly rely upon the state. This, naturally, depends upon the role of the state - if it is in the hands of the rich, then the gap will incresae. If it caters for the poor, then perhaps there is hope.
Either way, it becomes clear that in order to prevent imbalance in the system, the role of universal education becomes more and more important. Those that go through higher education will become more employable than those who don't, simply because it acts as a stepladder into the jobs that exist. Currently, there is some truth to the opinion that 3 years in the industry can serve as beneficial to a career as 3 years in education, if not more so. However, as the range of unskilled jobs narrows, so the ability to gain entry into an industry without education becomes less. Hence, as the job landscape shifts upwards, education will become an equaliser. It is for this reason that I think a free and accessible educational system must be offerable to all.
In the longer term, it remains to be seen whether or not capitalisam can work - whether its global tendencies can provide a global hierarchy, rather than a two-tier system that keeps profit in one part of the world, whilst exploiting another.
Friday, November 07, 2003
I'd like to look into his thoughts in more detail, from a better source than a news story, but it still appears that there is a rush to introduce the technology, like some kind of magic solve-all elixir, without any real focus on why and how such a system should run. I'm going to think about this in more depth...
Wednesday, November 05, 2003
FCC Endorses Built-In Copy Controls: "A small victory for consumers, say consumer groups, is that the FCC rule does allow fair use of copyrighted content. Two commissioners dissented in part from the ruling, urging a fair use provision be included. However, how it will be implemented is not clear."
Great, another quickly thought-out ruling based on the pressures of a large body (the MPAA in this case) that fails to address any kind of long term issues. Just what the world needs.
THe problem with this approach is that it's far too easy for the MPAA to now put pressure on to delay, or indeed avoid completely, bringing in fair-use allowance. This could occur through either (1) a legacy-to-be distribution of early technology that doesn't cater for it, as the definition hasn't been defined yet (fair use would be delayed, most likely), or (2) a claim of technological difficulty - once you allow any copies, it opens up a whole new (foot)ball game in terms of circumvention. The MPAA, like the RIAA, consistently show a great lack of understanding when it comes to all things technical (but hey, at least their website is still up ;) - like the X-Box, expect a great deal of activity in the underground when these devices start hitting the streets.
As usual, expect more laws to make circumvention even more illegal to go along with all this. I suspect we'll see more DeCSS style fair-use/piracy arguments (although if the DRM standard remains open and free, then us non-Windows/Mac users might stand a chance of watching TV on our PCs).
Should be interesting.
Tuesday, November 04, 2003
Maybe we need a "feng shui" of typing - or "How to choose words that make you feel good as you type", a kind of workplace stress-avoidance guide whilst keeping those fingers nimble. Or maybe it's just me...
Monday, November 03, 2003
So, for reasons I'll skip, I was taking photos on the way to work on the morning. I'd seen the target of my lens yesterday, a sign for a public toilet by Brighton Pavilion that had been happily adorned by the local police with one of the many "SMILE - You're on CCTV" posters that have popped up over the last few months. The juxtaposition mirrored the piss-take poster that sits in my bathroom from a hacker conference 2 years ago that reads "This public facility is monitored by CCTV for safety reasons", reflecting it in almost mocking glory. After taking the photo, I looked to the right, to the entrance to the gentlemen's, when I saw that they'd also placed one above the entrance...
Having already passed some other new signs a few moments before, hung round the neck of lamp-posts like flightful dissidents burdened with a concrete necklace, and having spent my walk so far looking at the world from a greyscale perspective, the impact of all this struck me, even though I knew it was there. The parody in my own toilet has become truth, only with a smiley face, and darker resonances as I can only imagine who placed the it there, uder watchful eye of the local camera. How far will it go? How deep has it gone already?
As I took the photo of the gents' doorway a few seconds after waiting for a solitary walker to disappear inside, I found myself nervous, somehow apprehensive about my own actions. I didn't want to stand there all day, nor did I want to ruin the shot. It was my last on the film. And yet, as a I walked away, I wondered about it, about how just taking a photo made me feel, and if that was the case, then what were the underlying feelings that we picked up just walking past, or into, such monitored spaces? How do we react when we know, or think we know, that we are being watched? Does my pulse usually go up, even if I'm not carrying my own powers of coutner-surveillance?
Brighton has a history of liberalness, of not being afraid to be oneself and to do as one likes, with a certain level of both respect and tolerance. I fear this is, in some terms, at odds with the inst(a/i)llation of panoptic paranoia, the sweeping aside of a culture bounded by its understanding rather than its inhibitions, replaced by one of constant nervousness and self-doubt. A place in which we are afraid to act irresponsibly is also one in which we fear acting differently, for perhaps we may lose control, or cross an unknown boundary, and with it we lose out alternativeness. We become simple lab mice, watched to see how we behave, and punished when the experiment warrants so that we evolve to conform to rigid standards.
As a city, we need trust. We need for those with the power to trust us, but more than that, we need to be able to trust ourselves, to allow ourselves the freedoms we savour, but to accept responsiblity for our own actions. We cannot expect our attitudes to change solely through the threat of capture, the only thing that we can expect from that is the fading of our own expression.
Saturday, November 01, 2003
As you read this, I don't want you to feel sorry for me, because, I believe everyone will die someday.
My name is Uthman Micheal, a merchant in Dubai, in the U.A.E.I have been diagnosed with Esophageal cancer .
It has defiled all forms of medical treatment, and right now I have only about a few months to live, according to medical experts.
I have not particularly lived my life so well, as I never really cared for anyone(not even myself) but my business. Though I am very rich, I was never generous, I was always hostile to people and only focused on my business as that was the only thing I cared for. But now I regret all this as I now know that there is more to life than just wanting to have or make all the money in the world.
I believe when God gives me a second chance to come to this world I would live my life a different way from how I have lived it. Now that God has called me, I have willed and given most of my property and assets to my immediate and extended family members as well as a few close friends.
I want God to be merciful to me and accept my soul so, I have decided to give alms to charity organizations, as I want this to be one of the last good deeds I do on earth. So far, I have distributed money to some charity organizations in the U.A.E, Algeria and Malaysia. Now that my health has deteriorated so badly, I cannot do this myself anymore. I once asked members of my family to close one of my accounts and distribute the money which I have there to charity organization in Bulgaria and Pakistan, they refused and kept the money to themselves. Hence, I do not trust them anymore, as they seem not to be contended with what I have left for them.
The last of my money which no one knows of is the huge cash deposit of twenty seven million dollars $27,000,000,that I have with a finance/Security Company abroad. I will want you to help me collect this deposit and dispatched it to charity organizations.
I have set aside 10% for you for your time and patience.please send a reply through this email address with your full contact information for more private and confidential communication .
God be with you.