More thoughts on the nature of "being online", which continues to plague me. Sometimes I think I should just give up " permanent residence" altogether. Other times I get excited about the opportunities that technology affords me.
An email out from Tracy Barnett sums things up really well. It's worth a few seconds to read it through properly:
"Y'see, we're operating in an attention economy now. Keeping a steady pressure by letting people know about what you've got going is important. It's not that people forget about you. It's that the algorithms behind the systems we use deprioritize you.
"That's a sad, sad reality, I know. The idea that if you're not speaking in ways that are correctly formatted and continually present, the system kind of just makes you disappear… that's hard. Disheartening. I think that's why I like talking about it outside of those platforms. It helps to remind me that the ways we interact online aren't the only things that matter. That there's a valid self that's present and worth more than any algorithm say's it's worth. That's true for me and for every other person online. It's a good thing to remember".
This is unrelated-but-is-really to the Dork Web's article on Escaping the Web's Dark Forest, which digs into the "weaponised" approach to being "public" online these days. The article outlines a key shift in the move to, what was it, Web 2.0?:
"Social media inherited and weaponised the chronological weblog feed. Showing content based on user activity hooked us in for longer. When platforms discovered anger and anxiety boosts screen time, the battle for our minds was lost.
"Till this point the fundamental purpose of software was to support the user's objectives. Somewhere, someone decided the purpose of users is to support the firm's objectives. This shift permeates through the Internet. It's why basic software is subscription-led. It's why there's little functional difference between Windows' telemetry and spyware. It's why leaving social media is so hard."
The fundamental link between Tracy's piece and the Dork Web piece is this idea that individuals are now empowered, but only within a form of capitalism that ties money to social feedback. In other words, the (Western) internet has become a place that anyone can profit, provided you're willing to play the love/blame game.
Ironically, we get given so many control interfaces over our online presences - avatar, status, privacy, social media links, etc - but ultimately the emotional aspect of being online can be completely whimsical. One tweet may suddenly get a million responses and make national news. Another identical one may wither into the void. Despite all the configuration options, our sense of belonging within some sort of community is still in the hands of people with the power to publish widely and spin things as they like.
That's probably why I've stopped tweeting so much, and why large platforms have a tendency towards a) banality, for those that understand the risks, and/or b) in-fighting for attention for those who don't (or who do, but are happy with that).
That's not to say I don't value Twitter, just that other spaces are more "of interest". It also sets up a curious conflict between how I amplify things. I'm aware that lots of good organizations " need" to be on social media for publicity, and in some ways I can support them by following and engaging with them. But this leaves me back at Tracy's point - that this attention economy becomes the depressing reality, and then it just feels like I've given in to the banality.
I've started thinking about some spaces as like going to the shop - you don't want to get the functional things, but you have to, so just get on with it. I think that's a shift in my own narrative and expectations - getting away from the idea that Twitter, Kickstarter et al are "exciting" spaces. But that sense of excitement and discovery is baked into them - it's literally their business model. And that makes it really hard to keep the two narratives (theirs and mine) distinct.
Ah well, no answers yet, except that I am enjoying the other spaces I've started using more. Maybe it's time to get a hut in Scotland and just make flapjacks all day.